googly eyes.

in attempts to build our art box and expand her ever-growing love of crafty things, i bought her a pack of them and showed her how adding them to coloring books greatly enhances her pictures.
…except the next day, i found the googlies here…

and here…

and, here.

caught in the act, she was…

and now they just keep showing up. staring at me. from my toothbrush. and dresser drawers. and lampshades. like those stupid geiko eyes. there are eyes all over our house now, and none of them are in coloring books.
and speaking of things not exactly going as intended…life is a little funny right now, and i am learning to embrace it and accept it…perhaps even learn from it.
while i thought i would be packed at this point ready to head to our much-anticipated family vacation to chicago, i am instead finishing laundry for brett and the boys to go as i am on ‘modified’ bedrest for about a month…instructed to lie low and take it easy due to a blood clot in my uterus which is expected to…hopefully…absorb. baby is perfect and healthy, and while i daily struggle with anxiety and this hormonal bundle of emotions and love and this crazy wonderful thing called motherhood, i am doing well and trusting that my body…like all the other amazing bodies that have been protecting and birthing little beans for years…will do its best to harbor, protect and nourish our little lamb. and i nap and do puzzles and snuggle with my girl who is the easiest thing to take care of while ‘taking it easy’…and watch movies and do laundry and take in the good and the bad of a very different pregnancy. reality is, this is not easy at all. but reality usually isn’t and dragging through these parts is what is so character-building about life.
and with all that said…lainey had some news on this here paper, but i couldn’t for the life of me get her to hold it up for a picture…

oh, but wait…she did cooperate a little later.
in the midst of a stressful week, we found a little love in the middle when we discovered a little more about our bean…

yes, lainey will have a little sister, and we are thrilled. two boys, two girls…brett thinks he’s in heaven.
dreaming of holding my two girls…even if i’m not going to chicago.
…love, love and more love. ~k













