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The Night Before Kindergarten

August 22, 2012 By Kelle

Dear Lainey,

Well, here we are–the night before kindergarten. You are already asleep, not very far from me. In fact, after you fell asleep tonight, I laid next to you, molding your hand around my finger to grasp it just like you did when you were small.

You’re still small.

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Today was special. We spent the day together–just you and me–and because I know that things are changing a bit tomorrow, I couldn’t help but think a lot today about how we’ve had so many of these special days–and yes, we’ll have so many more. But I wish I could rewind and feel a few of those baby days again. Maybe even if we only had ten rewinds in our entire lifetime, and we had to choose carefully when we could use one. Well, today I would have bought a vowel. I would have cashed in one rewind and cherished every second of its replay. I would have held you tighter, read one more book, kissed one more cheek, snuggled you in that rocking chair one more minute before I laid you in your crib.

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This isn’t the way it works though. Hindsight builds with time which means, baby, I’ll be the best grandma ever to your kids. But this week I’ll forget again. I might get frustrated or tired or a little impatient when you take fifteen minutes to buckle your babydoll’s carseat in the back seat when I’m trying to get out of the driveway to make it somewhere on time.

Let me tell you something though. This feeling I’m feeling right now the night before kindergarten? It’s going to come again and again and again. In between the days that parenting is challenging, through the exhaustion, even after teenage arguments. My heart will always hurt loving you.

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I can tell you’re nervous. I am too. And I have replayed in my mind so many times what tomorrow will look like. I want you to be happy. I want you to run into that classroom and feel the opportunity that exists between those walls, in those books, through those friends. You might not feel it right away, and that’s hard for me. Because I won’t be there to hold your hand when you’re feeling a little bit insecure, reminding you of your strengths and the happiness that exists around you. And I have been there the past five years.

But I’m here in a different way (Girl, I am always here…you can’t get rid of me). Thinking of you at home. Looking forward to your stories. Knowing that we’re both stretching and growing together.

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The parts about my character and my own story that I am most proud of? They came with uncomfortable moments when sometimes I had to step out on my own and recognize that I am strong, I am capable and I am full of potential. It exists inside every one of us, and I know you’re going to discover so much of it this year.

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I let you choose one of my necklaces to wear tomorrow–a little piece of home you’ll have all day. And I think I might wear one of yours tomorrow too.

I am sad that you won’t be here every day with me, but mostly I am so excited to watch you soar. It won’t be long before you’ll be running to the car, excitedly rattling off the days events, who you met, what you made. You’ll pull projects from your backpack, and we’ll proudly hang them on our walls. You’ll correct us when we call your friends by the wrong name, and soon you won’t need to hold our hands through the school hallways because you will own them.

Maybe not tomorrow…but soon.

Lainey, the world awaits. Go paint your colors. xo

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Love,
Mom

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Grace Adele Independent Consultant, Amy Jackson joins ETST in sponsorship this month, offering an extensive collection of handbags and accessories from large totes in butter-soft leather to stylish clutches, scarves and jewerly.

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Laney Leather Bag (perfect name, if you ask me), Rae Clutch and Envelope Wallet

My favorite?

The super soft studded Rae Clutch, the perfect size for me. It comes with a long chain strap (optional), is easy to grab on the go and holds lipstick, cell phone, keys, a small coin purse with cards, a bottle of essential oil (nausea), and I can even fit a diaper in there.

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Eh, you like my marker stains? So I did a little coloring today with Lainey.

Check out the other great products Amy offers with Adele Grace.

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Weekend

July 7, 2012 By Kelle

They shovel sand and shell bits side by side, quietly concentrating on leveling their own space. They mind their own jobs, seemingly unaware of each other’s presence yet I know they are very much aware that they are not alone.

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Both blond. One wispy with bangs, one neatly combed and parted.
Their differences and their sameness are exhaled in equal breaths tonight, and I am comfortable with that. How little or how much they talk, how steady or uncertain they walk, how closely their actions parallel their peers, how each of their imaginary futures looms in my mind–thoughts all present but stationed to the back stage because what dances in the center, under the lights, in front of the crowd, is good. It’s what’s happening right now.

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Right now, a five year old yells from her bedroom and tells me she can do her own pig tails. I run to inspect and there she is, her chocolate eyes smiling with pride as she turns her head from side to side, flaunting a perfect pig tail secured with a triple wound rubber band on each side. “Wow,” we all say.

Right now, I hear tiny bare feet slapping on the tile–a pattern I know well. Slap, slap, slap–a series of them that echo down the hallway as Nella runs with a mission to find a lost bottle. “Baba, where are you?” she clearly articulates and, while she’s simply repeating what Brett just said, we turn and acknowledge her perfect full sentence with a proud glance to each other.

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One turns the pages of favorite books and makes up stories that begin with “One time” and end with “…and then they all had a party.” The other reaches up to grab my hand, pulling it to lead me to the stereo where she points and asks for music–for dancing. One loves “peanut butter sandwiches with just jelly” and one loves apples, sliced and peeled. They both love the pool and long baths and pulling everything out of my purse. One sleeps deeply, still and quiet all night. One flips and turns and cries when her legs get stuck in the crib rails. Both want breakfast within thirty seconds of waking up.

My girls who are different and the same both continually make me feel proud and capable and excited for tomorrow.

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Last night, Nella played with this baby doll on the beach for forty minutes. She talked to her, patted her, nursed her, turned sand strainers into blankets, walked her, kissed her and demonstrated all the best mama qualities. I finally captured a full care session on video. It makes me cry.


Song: Beach Baby by Bon Iver

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Friday Photo Dump:

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Friday Phone Dump photos are taken on the Instagram iPhone app (free) and dropped into a 12×12 collage using a photo editing software (Photoshop Elements works). I am @etst (enjoying the small things) on Instagram if you care to follow the feed.

And your #enjoyingthesmallthings photos. (If you use Instagram and have a photo that makes you happy, share it by using the hashtag #enjoyingthesmallthings. Yours may be chosen to be shared in a Friday post.)

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Happy Weekend.

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The Big Fat Chicago Post

June 8, 2012 By Kelle

I’m not going to pretend there aren’t unicorns flying in this post and decided I might as well give you a visual. They’re Midwestern unicorns. They’re wearing Bulls jerseys. They stop for water breaks at the top of the Sears Tower, and they are very, very nice. Unicorns bring with them many photos of happy city things.

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We rolled into Barnes and Noble in Skokie, Illinois about ten minutes before the book signing Tuesday evening. Tidying up a bit in the parking lot, I used the visor mirror to touch up my lipstick and rake my fingers through my travel hair while Brett dug through the suitcase, looking for something to replace his “Trust me, I’m a Doctor” Dr. Pepper t-shirt. Someone told me later she laughed that there was a bum in the Old Orchard Center parking lot getting naked until she realized she recognized the bum from the blog. It was Brett. And he was just changing his shirt. The fact that someone noticed him changing his shirt just thrills Brett. Thank you to all those who came Tuesday night. I didn’t have to force my signature on one Fifty Shades of Grey, and I enjoyed meeting every one of you. (and now adding a quick thank you to the folks who came to Monroe tonight as well! You all are so welcoming and kind!)

I was busy signing and didn’t get any pictures, but I’ll share a couple Instagram photos on Friday.

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I found out later that Lainey signed a couple of books. And drew hearts.

We spent the day in the city yesterday, and though I’ve challenged my statement of “Chicago’s my favorite place on earth” the past couple of years with new found destination loves (Sundance, NYC, etc.), I realized yesterday that Chicago really truly is my first love. You know what I love about Chicago? While New York is prized for being #1 in the U.S. and takes the cake for being most fashionable, most cutting edge, most current, etc., Chicago’s totally cool with being #2. It doesn’t need to be the best—that’s not important, and that’s exactly what makes this city so fabulous. (No offense, New York. I love you too.)

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John Hancock Building

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Introducing the big city to my girls, overtaking the full width of Chicago sidewalks with our entire family in tow, was perfection.

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I had planned a checklist of all these things I wanted them to experience—Millenium Park, Shedd Aquarium, the American Girl store, Garrett Popcorn, Ed Debevics, Giordano’s, Field Museum, the Navy Pier ferris wheel. But somewhere in between holding hands as a family to cross Ontario and stopping in front of the Wrigley Building to admire the Chicago River, I realized that the city itself—its electric energy, its sounds, its vast array of skyscrapers hugged against Lake Michigan and all the culture and color in between–was enough to fulfill every dream I had for exposing my girls to Chicago culture.

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My favorites?

City Love.
At first I only noticed my own family, clutching hands as we walked the streets, cozily sidling up against each other to make room for more pedestrians on the sidewalk.

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And then I realized it’s everywhere here. Midwestern love. Smiling faces, locked hands, arms linked in friendship. There’s a lot of love in this town.

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A: The arrow above looks like I drew a butt. I’m sorry about that. B: The middle subject of this photo scores major points for the ensemble–yellow sweater, sweet floral A-line skirt, simple pony tail. Touche’. C: Clarifying to the Instagram followers–no that’s not me holding hands with Steve Carell, although I’d totally wear that outfit and I’d totally hold Steve Carell’s hand.

My favorite love photo? Right outside of Navy Pier, this enthusiastic group of strangers randomly jumped in a photo with a bride and groom.

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Navy Pier
It was the perfect day for the pier, so we walked all the way to the end, stopping for chocolate ice cream and a ferris wheel ride and counting the seagulls along the way.

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Overcoming only a little bit of pre-ride anxiety, Lainey climbed on board the ferris wheel with me and wanted to make sure I told her friend Aleena that she was brave.

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Dad in the City.
I loved watching him yesterday, strolling through the city in his aviators, pushing the stroller, hoisting the girls up in his arms, holding hands, stopping to point out to Lainey the window washers who appeared as tiny specks glued way up high on the buildings.

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Street Entertainment.

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Lounging.
In the grass, with skyscraper backdrops. People everywhere, doing the same thing. It made for needful stroller breaks.

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Giordanos Stuffed Pizza.
Enough said.

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Garrett Popcorn.
Our hotel was right next door to it, so we knew we were getting close when we smelled the air, thick with sweet caramel. While Brett ran out to the car last night, I sprinted through the hotel hallway with the girls and down ten floors to make it to Garrett Popcorn five minutes before closing. It was so entirely worth it.

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One-on-One.
I enjoyed two very special one-on-one moments with each of my girls in Chicago. Last night, I bundled Nella in her jammies and slipped her in the baby carrier for a late city walk. By the time we made it out the hotel lobby door, she was already asleep, and so we walked. And walked. And walked. My girl sleeping against my chest, the moon light filtered between the grid of buidings. I didn’t want the night to end. Mesmorized by the enchanting reflection of city lights on the river, I walked along the river’s edge, past restaurants and late night diners sipping wine. I breathed in the city’s song and felt it with all of my senses. And while Nella slept, I whispered to her about all the things she was missing–how beautiful it was, how happy it made me.

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Early this morning, I followed our special evening with the same walk with Lainey, this time characterized by warm sunshine and the morning hustle.

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I stopped to show her a building made up of stones from great landmarks across the world. She pointed to the ones that amused her, asking where they came from; and I answered, reading their respective inscriptions. We ran our fingers over the impressive architecture and continued walking, holding hands. Morning in the city, with my best friend by my side. It was special.

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My love affair with this second city has been rekindled.

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So much, I think we’re hitting it one more time on the way home.

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